Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I suddenly have the urge to "spill the beans"
Im like a changed person as compared to four years ago .
Sec 1 , im like a total idiot .
Anyway , i love my brain , cause me protects me .
It kinda make me forget all e unhappy events .
So all e sucky things are like brief .
Sec 1 , worst thing i remember me doing is .
Tearign a 10 dollar bucks into 2 pieces .
Was in a foul mood or what , forget .
Now , i wish i got lotsa lotsa 10 bucks !
Sec 2 , literally kiiled myself by fighting in class .
It was actually the period whereby exams are coming in like weeks .
How furious can i be ? Fighting -,- .
Sec 3 , nth much happen , all i did was slept in class .
Didnt payed attention . Was loving chemistry , however , i screwed it all up !
Darn! Sleeping in class kills! Skippped my physics class for countless time .
The worst thing is , i punched my glass cupboard , ass ....
I doubt i was thinking , blood dripping arnd my hse ,
made me mum worry , my dog was shocked too .
Scars on my hand , it a lesson taken .
Sec 4 , didnt have much change though , still the asshole .
Till perhaps august , i woke up . I still nv really put my heart into studying .
Being late for school is like the norm . filling up late form like eating breakfast... LOL . i was asked to stop judo to study , i did pull thru in e end .
4 years , there are ppl i wanna thank , and ppl i wanna apologise ,
I am damn damn damn sorry to miss ang , mrs cho , miss leong and mayb more .
Though i got A2 for my science , i just cant seem to face miss ang .
Im not e good student . Not that good .
I did so badly for my chinese that when i see miss leong face to face , i dared not say hi . I am grateful to the ex vp , miss see if im not wrong , belive it or not , miss shanta , shes not that bad la .. ms florence lee , mr koh , mr sekhar , adeline and mayb more . The most impt person that influenced me is sensei .
I rmb telling him how much i wanna go back to judo training , sensei persisted that i stay at home to study . Ms lee's word made me know that she have not given up on me , she made me to feel how impt it was to study , to rmb what was my goal when i just started my sec 4 life , miss see was there for me even though i was always late and fought . Adeline is not a good counselor but a great one . Mr koh is a good teacher , if u pay attention to what he says , physics gonna be a piece of cake .
Miss sha once said , where would u be if sensei gave up on you .
There are teachers who gave up on me , teachers who did not .
Im grateful for those who did not .
However , im sorry to some whom i did not really respected and listen to his/her advices . Sorry .
Its my life 12:55 AM